Monday, September 30, 2013
I spent quite a while sitting outside yesterday morning, writing. I've had quite a lot on my mind lately, and I let it spill out until my hand cramped and I had run out of things to say. And when I read back over it, I had written on quite a few different topics. One of which being my future.
Now, if you read Darling Dear regularly, you know this has been something I've been thinking about quite a bit recently. Especially as I am now in my senior year of college and at that point where it's really something I need to be thinking about. I still flip back and forth daily, if not more frequently then that. But that's the big picture.
& I found myself focusing on the details yesterday, which was oddly refreshing. I made more lists, long ones, short ones & ones that I'm not quite sure what I was talking about. But I started writing what I wanted my life to look like.
Things like: sitting on the porch more, humming and doodling; a library with big, fat leather chairs and dark wood everywhere; fresh flowers in window boxes.
And things like: running an office where people can bike inside & can bring their pets & creativity is a bundle of energy that bursts with the excitement in the air; taking long walks, getting lost and finding secret places; a little apartment with more windows then walls; pretty lace things hanging in those windows.
Creating a studio environment where I can have interns to share knowledge and experience with, partner(s) to bounce ideas off of, that Napoleon can run around in, banners hanging from the ceiling and tea time daily, as a group.
I wrote myself into a lovely little day dream and I wish I didn't have to leave it. I'm bored with school and I'm ready for all the adventures that are waiting for me.
Have you let your self wander into a daydream lately? What's the last daydream that swept you off your feet? & What do you want your life to look like? xo.